Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

I could just sit and write pages and pages worth of someone that meant a lot to me, but i wont. I've written about them for far too long now. I want to start this blogging for another reason, a reason that is more than worth every word, every sentence, every emotion. I want to write about something i tend to forget about most of these days, the one feelings that can make your day a little bit better; hope. I can't write about the past, about those certain friends i've lost, about the amazing things/people and ideas i had realized i had, after i lost them. I won't write about those things in here. I'll try to keep it more on the up side, because when i write about sad things, i don't always turn out happy in the end. Maybe writing about hopeful and good things can help me get by a little bit easier? I'll try it.

I know their out there, dancing, singing and making corny jokes. The people who understand and can read a heart that doesn't always open up too easily. The kind that love as I love and nothing less. (I would say more, but, is there more?) I can feel a change already, kinda, the feeling is there, but the reality of it all is still locked within the start line. I wonder just how happy someone can get? I mean what truly makes people happy? I honestly, could not tell you. What makes, me, Trinity, happy... God show me! How much easier would life be with someone who can listen AND understand you too, awesome. The group that does everything together and calls everyone by nickname. WHAT IF I FOUND PEOPLE AS CORNY AS ME... would i be happy? This probably sounds beyond ridiculous, but, it's me, and a lot of people don't truly know the deepest core of Trinity anyways. Let's make this happy, I have let go of all those who have brought me down emotionally, I have taken the first steps, and when i find them, I will be...

Love, i mean love, Trinity