Forever can bring you down

So, God has given me some pretty amazing opportunities lately. Some at which I wonder if I truly deserve. It's weird when God takes away all you're comfort, you're foundation of feeling like you belong. I would get annoyed and angry, I mean, I did. Just when you think you've lost everything, God takes the opportunity to grab another comfort you, you forgot to be thankful for. THEN you get more angry and annoyed than before. I let my faith and hope in him fade. I put my faith and hope in things and people that, that just can't reach God's understanding. God knew all along I would be back, he knew I would get tired of running and hiding for so long. I feel he let me go through things to make Trinity stronger. To make that childish Trinity, the one who climbs trees and collects worms, an independent and more grown up Trinity. BUT I feel like the main lesson here for Trinity to learn was... God: "Trinity put you're faith and devoted love to me, for people will fail you. BUT me, God, I will never leave you, I will always be there for you, forever." 

love, trinity